I am sorry to hear about your loss, its the same reason, i asked for the Blackcat. I often played "My Immortal" from Evanescence at the Magnus Well... There is a white Cat you might like. Its pure white with a Halo and Angel Wings or a pink Ribbon. https://bdocodex.com/us/shopitem/1012/ 

You where able to get that Ribbon Cat lately when you joined a returner a Guild. And last time to buy i can remember was Valentine. I took the Angel one in wait for a the black cat :(

Pictures found at: https://p3dm.ru/files/beasts/pets/19709-cat.html