Hello. 
It's been 2/3 weeks since I last played with my Maegu. 
From what I read everywhere, she can be awakened but I don't have the awakening quest (I'm at level 61). 
Even by the Black Spirit. It's normal ? Is there a particular way to start it? THANKS

I can't find the first quest "Mysterious Sound" nor even those prerequisites to get the first quest, 
"[LoML] Memories Return"". 

Is there a way to find this quest if I deleted it by mistake?
I feel like I'm going around in circles. 

Another question, I activated somehow the pvp mode. Do you know how to disable it? 
Seems you have to do it with the dialog box, but nothing, unless there's some manipulation?

I play on PS5.

Yes, on fire.

For the quests, it's the same things, except that the mouse and keyboard are replaced by the gamepad. Sometimes the manipulations on pc are more practical than on console, sometimes not.